”But it’s just pictures and words, still it makes me hurt. It makes me wonder what did I mean to you. But it’s all memories now, still I wonder how, how October suddenly went so grey.” – Pictures and Words
”I just want an apology, admit that you were hurting me. But your ego couldn’t step aside, not for once despite the times I cried. Waiting is a waste of time, someday I know I will be fine. Until that day I will pray for help to find my way.” – Nanana
”Exposed by the morning light, betrayed by persistence. Wounded in a battle I couldn’t win. Desire too much, denying all instincts. Losing a game I couldn’t play.” . – When I See You Holding Her Hand
Torn Apart
// You say; less drama is needed / and I say; well, act like you mean it / you claim you just want me / but I just shake my head / you explain you don’t want anyone else / but I just don’t understand // you were telling me the world is big / and maybe that is just how it is / and this is why you should have waited to say I love you / cause now I’m torn apart from inside out / now I’m torn apart from inside out // you say; are you not coming back / and I say; why did you push me away / you scream you didn’t mean to / but I wonder what you meant then / you ask; where did you go / this is a side of you that I didn’t know // you were telling me the world is big / and maybe that is just how it is / and this is why you should have waited to say I love you / cause now I’m torn apart / I’m torn apart / I’m torn apart from inside / from inside / from inside out / cause now I’m torn apart from inside out / now I’m torn apart from inside out //
I’m Not Asking
// I’m not asking you to write it down / I’m not begging you to swear / all I want is a promise / I’m not asking you to do what’s right / I’m not expecting you know that / all I want is to be me / I’m not asking you to be my friend / I’m not begging you to stay / all I want is to talk / I’m not asking you to tell me now / I’m not expecting you’ll do that / all I want is to ask // and all we had was nothing / cause you threw it all away / and all we said meant nothing / cause you threw it all away // I’m not asking you to change your mind / I’m not begging you this time / all I want is to know / I’m not asking you to hear me out / I’m not expecting you want that / all I want is to tell / I’m not asking you to write it down / I’m not begging you to swear / all I want is a promise / I’m not asking you to do what’s right / I’m not expecting you know that / all I want is to be me // and all we had was nothing / cause you threw it all away / and all we said meant nothing / cause you threw it all away // guitar solo and backing vocals / write it down / you to swear / is a promise / do what’s right / you know that / is to be me // I’m not asking you to apologize / I’m not begging you to change / all I want is the truth / I’m not asking you to understand / I’m not expecting you’ll see that / all I want is to speak / I’m not asking you to write it down / I’m not begging you to swear / all I want is a promise / I’m not asking you to do what’s right / I’m not expecting you know that / all I want is to be me //
Some of Me
// mm ooh / I’m sitting in the corner / smiling awkwardly / glancing at you / one second or two / I’m trying not to stare / I know it would be rude / but what can I do / I know you want / want me too / mm want me too /ooh I feel I can see clearly now / or more of that as I’m writing this down / I closed that chapter / I walked away / from you / the cold / and some of me // I know it’s over / I say we’re done / we shouldn’t come closer / as we were that time / it was magic in the air somehow /and I couldn’t resist feeling that / mm ooh / you texted too / I didn’t answer / it’s self preservation to leave you waiting / those emails went unanswered too / as winter came / our distance grew / ooh our distance grew / mm our distance grew // ooh I feel I can see clearly now / or more of that as I’m writing this down / I closed that chapter / I walked away / from you / the cold / and some of me / from you / the cold / and some of me // I feel I can see clearly now / or more of that as I’m writing this down / I closed that chapter / I walked away / from you / the cold / and some of me / from you /the cold / and some of me //
Pictures and Words
// It’s not that I miss you cause I don’t / it’s not that I’m thinking about you cause I never do / it’s not that I want you back cause I won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus / but it’s just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you /but it’s all memories now / still I wonder how / how October suddenly went so grey // it’s not that I hate you cause I don’t / it’s not that I love you cause I never did /it’s not that you want me back cause you won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus // but it’s just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you / went so grey // chorus //