Pictures and Words

// It’s not that I miss you cause I don’t / it’s not that I’m thinking about you cause I never do / it’s not that I want you back cause I won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus / but it’s just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you /but it’s all memories now / still I wonder how / how October suddenly went so grey // it’s not that I hate you cause I don’t / it’s not that I love you cause I never did /it’s not that you want me back cause you won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus // but it's just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you / went so grey // chorus //

Now I really miss you

// mmmm / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me writing / in anger issues and fights / I want you to consider this / as me cheering all the time I got to spend with you / aaaa / now I'm crying too / aaaa / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me claiming / that you were wrong and I was right / and this is not me trying to argue and put up a fight / I just need you by my side / all the time / now I really miss you // and this is not me saying / that you weren't lonely and alone / and I just wish that you've told me / before everything broke down / and the deposit was just too high / to keep on gambling on / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me saying / that you weren't lonely and alone / and I just wish that you've told me / before everything broke down / and the deposit was just too high / to keep on gambling on / now I really miss you /  now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you //

I'm Okay

// You know that it's okay / baby I'm okay / it's been two long days and two hard weeks / and you just kept on being cold / it's been wild nights out and lonely days at home / and you just kept on being shallow // chorus / you know that it's okay / baby I'm okay // it's been a lack of sleep and clinging on / to what's already turned to be gone / and it's been a game and I lost again / in my habit of betting to much // chorus // and I've been waiting for you both night and day / waiting for you to call / and I've been praying for help to find myself again / who am I without you // chorus // I wanted you too much and rejected as I was / I still kept on trying / and as I've learned by now I need to let you go / cause to you I'm already gone // chorus // chorus // baby I'm okay //

Am I Being Naive (Or Do I Just Like You)

// I went back / I couldn't go to sleep / am I being naive or do I just like you / and if I die then please read this / to everyone who needs to hear // chorus / don't fall cause it's so hard to come back to the one you were / and don't deny cause it makes you naive and it puts you to places to which you can't go // I said I would write about you / but I never figured in which way / am I being naive or do I just like you / and this is crazy it's like my revolt // chorus // do you make me inspired or was I just desperate to feel / something I've been missing for so long now / am I being naive or do I just like you / cause you remind me of something I felt so long ago // chorus // bridge / am I being naive or do I just like you / as I claim to be and this helps me write / and I better go home right now and alone / but I fear the damage has already been made // chorus // chorus // am I being naive or do I just like you //

I Couldn't Stay

// All I could picture was misery / where fighting has replaced laughter / all I could imagine was unhappiness / where crying has replaced smiling // chorus / and it's not you but it's not me / together we were a catastrophe / all we did was fight / it doesn't make sense / tears for you tonight / I can't fight against / but I couldn't stay / no I couldn't stay // all I could picture was darkness / where black has replaced all color / all I could imagine was frustration / where regretting has replaced dreaming // chorus // no I couldn't stay... // chorus // chorus //

What For

// You close your eyes / escaping a while / pretending that the world doesn’t exist / all there is it’s eating you up and all there was it’s long gone // chorus / what are we running for when anxiety kills / what are we hoping for when everybody leaves / what is there left to waste your tears on / and who is there left to waste your heart on / what are we trying for / what for // what you might have had / it’s no more in your hands / it’s cold and far far away / I’m empty inside / I'm crushed and broken / lost alone and too far gone // chorus // chorus // what for //

Standing

// But what if reason is a fiction of ours / wouldn’t you answer me without hesitation / you know all I wanted was to keep you in my arms / and I couldn’t even do that // bridge / as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / my mind is now a theater / showing last night on repeat // chorus / and suddenly that second of silence / I hear myself screaming that I love you / another second passes while / you’re just standing there quietly // and what if I need you to tell me / in a simple manner to use the words / you know all I wanted was to keep you in my arms / and I couldn’t even do that // bridge // chorus // as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / feel your heart beat / heart beat / heart beat // chorus // chorus // another second passes while / you’re just standing there quietly //

There For You

// This is goodbye please take care / if you need me I’ll be there // chorus / I I I I’ll be there for you / I I I I’ll be there for you // find a new way / take it slow / this is over long time ago // chorus // chorus //

When I See You Holding Her Hand

// Exposed by the morning light / betrayed by persistence / wounded in a battle I couldn’t win / desire too much / denying all instincts / losing a game I couldn’t play // bridge / and wouldn’t it be pathetic / if you knew that I still think of you / and wouldn’t I be ridiculous / if you knew how I felt about you // chorus / and you might claim that I’m hiding / behind all those written words / and you might claim that I’m lying about those things that never were / and you might not even remember it / at all the way I do / and you might not even recall / all the things we said we’ll do / but I’m not saying that I’m in love with you / I’m just stating that I haven’t forgotten / and I restrain my tears from bursting / when I see you holding her hand // mislead by your charm / I took what I could / realized too late that there was nothing more / hoping too much / blinded in the night / realized too late that you didn’t care // bridge // chorus // and I restrain my tears from bursting / when I see you holding her hand //

We Just Didn’t Make It This Time

// It doesn’t matter what I say or do / I can’t make it any easier for you / there is no chance for us to be alright / we just couldn’t figure it out / love is not easy and life is tough / you try to do well / you fail and it is rough / there is no chance for us to be fine / we just didn’t make it this time // chorus / you know what you want / but it’s so hard to find / you’re doing your best / don’t lose your mind / you’re helpless and wondering what to do / you are trying to find your way through // go find your way that’s easy to say / forget your past this chance might be the last / there’s no way we will make it through / we just didn’t know how to do // chorus // trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find your way through //

Nanana

// Nanana... // watching you was killing me / knowing what it used to be / all we had is far away / I knew you didn’t want to stay / finding out was hard to bear / my heart was beating in despair / witnessing your happiness was killing all there ever was // nanana... // a part of me wants to hide / leave right now and say goodbye / then all your face will ever be / is a sad and broken memory / someday on your wedding day / I will be there and I will say / along with the rest that I wish you all the best // nanana... // and days have passed and days have gone / and I’m moving further from / the road of misery and pain and the river of my tears / I might never be able to / be relaxed and talk to you / but anyway what could I say / you meant too much to me // bridge / nanana... // and you will never understand / I can never be your friend / run away is all I can / shape it up and be a man / all I want is you to be / sorry about what you did to me / cause you didn’t treat me fair / but of course you didn’t care / I just want an apology / admit that you were hurting me / but your ego couldn’t step aside / not for once despite the times I cried / waiting is a waste of time / someday I know I will be fine / until that day I will pray for help to find my way // nanana... //