Pictures and Words
// It’s not that I miss you cause I don’t / it’s not that I’m thinking about you cause I never do / it’s not that I want you back cause I won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus / but it’s just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you /but it’s all memories now / still I wonder how / how October suddenly went so grey // it’s not that I hate you cause I don’t / it’s not that I love you cause I never did /it’s not that you want me back cause you won’t / it’s just that I feel lonely tonight // chorus // but it's just pictures and words / still it makes me hurt / it makes me wonder what did I mean to you / went so grey // chorus //
We Just Didn't Make It This Time
// It doesn’t matter what I say or do / I can’t make it any easier for you / there is no chance for us to be alright / we just couldn’t figure it out / love is not easy and life is tough / you try to do well / you fail and it is rough / there is no chance for us to be fine / we just didn’t make it this time // chorus / you know what you want / but it’s so hard to find / you’re doing your best / don’t lose your mind / you’re helpless and wondering what to do / you are trying to find your way through // go find your way that’s easy to say / forget your past this chance might be the last / there’s no way we will make it through / we just didn’t know how to do // chorus // trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find / trying to trying to find your way through //
// You close your eyes / escaping a while / pretending that the world doesn’t exist / all there is it’s eating you up and all there was it’s long gone // chorus / what are we running for when anxiety kills / what are we hoping for when everybody leaves / what is there left to waste your tears on / and who is there left to waste your heart on / what are we trying for / what for // what you might have had / it’s no more in your hands / it’s cold and far far away / I’m empty inside / I'm crushed and broken / lost alone and too far gone // chorus // chorus // what for //
When I See You Holding Her Hand
// Exposed by the morning light / betrayed by persistence / wounded in a battle I couldn’t win / desire too much / denying all instincts / losing a game I couldn’t play // bridge / and wouldn’t it be pathetic / if you knew that I still think of you / and wouldn’t I be ridiculous / if you knew how I felt about you // chorus / and you might claim that I’m hiding / behind all those written words / and you might claim that I’m lying about those things that never were / and you might not even remember it / at all the way I do / and you might not even recall / all the things we said we’ll do / but I’m not saying that I’m in love with you / I’m just stating that I haven’t forgotten / and I restrain my tears from bursting / when I see you holding her hand // mislead by your charm / I took what I could / realized too late that there was nothing more / hoping too much / blinded in the night / realized too late that you didn’t care // bridge // chorus // and I restrain my tears from bursting / when I see you holding her hand //
I Couldn't Stay
// All I could picture was misery / where fighting has replaced laughter / all I could imagine was unhappiness / where crying has replaced smiling // chorus / and it's not you but it's not me / together we were a catastrophe / all we did was fight / it doesn't make sense / tears for you tonight / I can't fight against / but I couldn't stay / no I couldn't stay // all I could picture was darkness / where black has replaced all color / all I could imagine was frustration / where regretting has replaced dreaming // chorus // no I couldn't stay... // chorus // chorus //
// But what if reason is a fiction of ours / wouldn’t you answer me without hesitation / you know all I wanted was to keep you in my arms / and I couldn’t even do that // bridge / as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / my mind is now a theater / showing last night on repeat // chorus / and suddenly that second of silence / I hear myself screaming that I love you / another second passes while / you’re just standing there quietly // and what if I need you to tell me / in a simple manner to use the words / you know all I wanted was to keep you in my arms / and I couldn’t even do that // bridge // chorus // as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / as I hear you breathing / feel your heart beat / feel your heart beat / heart beat / heart beat // chorus // chorus // another second passes while / you’re just standing there quietly //
There For You
// This is goodbye please take care / if you need me I’ll be there // chorus / I I I I’ll be there for you / I I I I’ll be there for you // find a new way / take it slow / this is over long time ago // chorus // chorus //
// Nanana... // watching you was killing me / knowing what it used to be / all we had is far away / I knew you didn’t want to stay / finding out was hard to bear / my heart was beating in despair / witnessing your happiness was killing all there ever was // nanana... // a part of me wants to hide / leave right now and say goodbye / then all your face will ever be / is a sad and broken memory / someday on your wedding day / I will be there and I will say / along with the rest that I wish you all the best // nanana... // and days have passed and days have gone / and I’m moving further from / the road of misery and pain and the river of my tears / I might never be able to / be relaxed and talk to you / but anyway what could I say / you meant too much to me // bridge / nanana... // and you will never understand / I can never be your friend / run away is all I can / shape it up and be a man / all I want is you to be / sorry about what you did to me / cause you didn’t treat me fair / but of course you didn’t care / I just want an apology / admit that you were hurting me / but your ego couldn’t step aside / not for once despite the times I cried / waiting is a waste of time / someday I know I will be fine / until that day I will pray for help to find my way // nanana... //
Cover - Sober by Demi Lovato
Me and a friend of mine recorded a live cover of Demi Lovato's amazing song "Sober".
Cover - Someone To Stay by Vancouver Sleep Clinic
Live performance cover of the Vancouver Sleep Clinic song "Someone to Stay".
Cover - Clean by Taylor Swift
A piano and vocal based studio cover of the Taylor Swift song "Clean".
Acoustic session - Am I Being Naive Or Do I Just Like You
// I went back / I couldn't go to sleep / am I being naive or do I just like you / and if I die then please read this / to everyone who needs to hear // chorus / don't fall cause it's so hard to come back to the one you were / and don't deny cause it makes you naive and it puts you to places to which you can't go // I said I would write about you / but I never figured in which way / am I being naive or do I just like you / and this is crazy it's like my revolt // chorus // do you make me inspired or was I just desperate to feel / something I've been missing for so long now / am I being naive or do I just like you / cause you remind me of something I felt so long ago // chorus // bridge / am I being naive or do I just like you / as I claim to be and this helps me write / and I better go home right now and alone / but I fear the damage has already been made // chorus // chorus // am I being naive or do I just like you //
Acoustic session - Now I Really Miss You
// mmmm / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me writing / in anger issues and fights / I want you to consider this / as me cheering all the time I got to spend with you / aaaa / now I'm crying too / aaaa / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me claiming / that you were wrong and I was right / and this is not me trying to argue and put up a fight / I just need you by my side / all the time / now I really miss you // and this is not me saying / that you weren't lonely and alone / and I just wish that you've told me / before everything broke down / and the deposit was just too high / to keep on gambling on / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you // and this is not me saying / that you weren't lonely and alone / and I just wish that you've told me / before everything broke down / and the deposit was just too high / to keep on gambling on / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you / now I really miss you //
Acoustic song - I'm Okay
// You know that it's okay / baby I'm okay / it's been two long days and two hard weeks / and you just kept on being cold / it's been wild nights out and lonely days at home / and you just kept on being shallow // chorus / you know that it's okay / baby I'm okay // it's been a lack of sleep and clinging on / to what's already turned to be gone / and it's been a game and I lost again / in my habit of betting to much // chorus // and I've been waiting for you both night and day / waiting for you to call / and I've been praying for help to find myself again / who am I without you // chorus // I wanted you too much and rejected as I was / I still kept on trying / and as I've learned by now I need to let you go / cause to you I'm already gone // chorus // chorus // baby I'm okay //
Live Performance - I Couldn't Stay
I was invited to perform as a guest artist at this local talent show, as well as being a part of the jury. I had so much fun opening the event by performing my song "I Couldn't Stay".
Live Performance - Standing
Live performance at Academy of Music and Business, which is a Swedish High School founded by Swedish music producer Andreas Carlsson, who has written songs to world famous bands and artists such as Backstreet Boys, Celine Dion and Katy Perry. I had the opportunity of being a guest artist at this amazing school.
Live Performance from local event
This is a piece of a performance at a local event where I'm performing my song " I Couldn't Stay", which is also the title track to my debut album.
Live Performance from another local event
Performing my song "Standing" and a piece of Dolly Partons "Jolene" at a local event for elderly people.
Live Performance at private anniversary event part 1
Performing some acoustic covers at a private event. You'll hear songs from Eurovision Song Contest winner Charlotte Perelli and Swedish famous artist Ulf Lundell.
Live Performance at private anniversary event part 2
More acoustic covers from this private event featuring songs from Adele and Swedish famous artist Nanne Grönvall.
Me and a close friend of mine singing, playing guitar and performing "Santa Claus is coming to town".
The day before Christmas there is a famous TV Show called Bingolotto, which many Swedes are watching, playing Bingo and trying to win prizes like cars and vacations. In this program, people are calling from home asking for help to write a rhyme for their Christmas presents. Then, some famous Swedish people are trying to come up with rhymes to those Christmas presents. This is a small comedy clip about two girls where one is trying to watch Bingolotto, and the other one is struggling to write a rhyme. The clip is in Swedish.